up to me, up to you

maybe it's up to me to love people so that they'll know that Jesus loves them.
they'll remember how people loved them, judgements are only wanted to be forgotten
if tough times on earth and being able to bless others through You while I'm living
means that I'm rewarded in Heaven...
I'm willing, God.
i live this life not for me, but for You.

I just read what I think was a really cool post. Check it out here. 

"You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart."
How about some God Time? Even if you've got only five minutes -- that's a long time. Hold your Bible. Read something. And then sit in God's presence. Don't tell Him to hurry up or you're leaving. Just listen. Seek Him with all your heart.

Oh, and remember that list? Well, today I'm up to

 Lend without expecting anything back.