my top 25

this isn't my picture but it's pretty cute.

So you see I found my old iPod, scrolled through all the music I used to listen to. (And, quite frankly, Hannah Montana is still near the top of my music list...) 

I found this playlist called "Top 25 Listened to." And so I clicked on it. Had a quick look through the songs. Nothing much I wanted to listen to -- but, hey! Might as well. They're on the top 25 anyway.

And then it occurred to me: If that's how it goes, then they're always going to be the top 25. 

The thought that went through my head? This is like my life. I have my norm, I live it and nothing changes. It's as my top songs go something like this: 

#FEAR WINS OVER AGAIN

#I DON'T WANNA HURT MY PRIDE 

#YOU PROBABLY DON'T LIKE ME ANYWAY

What about Jesus'? What would've his little playlist have looked like? Maybe... 

#TRUSTING GOD DESPITE ALL MY FEAR

#IN HUMILITY CONSIDER THEM BETTER THAN ME

#LOVE THEM HOW I CAN

"not what we can do for God but because of Him."